I haven't written in here in a while. So much has happened since I last did, and I'm not entirely sure where to start.
Things went so very, very wrong with Charlie. One of the things I love about him is how he pushes me to my limits, but we pushed a bit too hard and fell out. I stayed in his room every night afterwards, even though we were barely communicating, hoping that one of us would start trying to fix it. I eventually snapped and we made up
I haven't felt this happy in so long. I'm now completely moved in with him. I've never lived with a boyfriend before, and I know we're in a hotel, but it's still a little scary. Not as scary, however, as getting a tattoo. Because that's what we did. I haven't thought about getting one for years, not since I was at school, but then he said he was going to get one for me (a lioness - it's gorgeous) and I decided to get one for him. Next thing I knew, we were in Diagon Alley.
It hurt like hell and I think I nearly broke Charlie's hand. The strangest thing was, though, was that when I was in the chair and had one of my vision things. The last time I had one, it must have been before Christmas, and all I remember about it is a sense of loss. I think it was the day before I lost my shoes after getting pissed at a Christmas party. This one was happy and safe and it was Charlie. It happened again during sex and I don't think I've ever come so hard in my life. I tried to explain it to Charlie, but I can't even explain it to myself. He was a bit scared, I think, especially when I screamed. (Like he said, if his brother Bill didn't know about us before, he does now).
I know I'm not a Seer who's going to have famous prophecies. I knew that a long time ago, and these little snippets come nowhere near that sort of psychic level. Maybe I just have an overactive imagination. Whatever it is, it's why I continue with my divination - it makes me feel connected to something bigger.
Right now I don't think I can stop smiling; I have this amazing Chinese Fireball on my hip, it's only a couple of days until the Midsummer Ball and I'm living with the man I love. Does it get better than this?